.......

me : mam, time camp ari tu sir asks me to come to see you.. he said ada hal sikit..

mam : oh yeah.. you are ellisa right?

me : yes.

mam : owh, sir suruh jumpe i ek? ish.. x sgke pulak sir ni serious.

me : owh.. wats wrong mam?

mam : well, ellisa, do you have a boyfriend? ( while convulsing in giggles )

me : erhm... no.. no boyfriend. i am boyfriendless.. ( stunned and confused )

mam : haha.. sir wants to introduce you to his son..

me : huh?? his son?

mam : yes. his second son.. at the moment tgh wat masters kat upm. a brilliant son of his.

me : tapi kalau masters mesti la tua kan?? he must be 30++..

mam : (laugh). no.. he continues his masters straight away after finishing degree.. umur 25.

me : (calculating in mind ; 25 - 19 = 7 years of age difference)... 7 years of difference?

mam : ok la tu.. jarak umur yg bagus utk kawin.. tp ellisa x blh kawin kan? u ni uk pun x g lg..x leh la kawin sb sir nk cari calon menantu.. so what do u think?

me : .......... ( muke blurrrr n speechless ; nvr thought of marrying my lecturer's son)

mam : alaaa.. kawan2 je dulu.. dun worry.. bknnye ada pape pun.. ok? sir ckp die brkenan kat u time camp aritu.. so what is your phone number?

me : well.. (undecided). my number? (amused; how can sir berkenan ni? dah la time camp tu muke comot n there were times we could not even get a proper shower)

mam : ok. so i will msg you his number.

me : i blk kelas dulu ok mam? ( walk away in disbelief)




the end.

mr doctor

i know my apologize means nothing to you. and i am aware with the fact that sorry couldn't change anything.. i am so soryy.. i will remember your words; they are as sharp as sword, there's no way i will forget.. call me anything.. if it satisfies you up.. then i would listen tentatively to those scornful words of yours. i don't mind of getting hurts as long as you are fine. u can hate me all u want if that gonna make you feel better. i am so sory for being the bad memories of yours.

needless

i don't have to move on..
simply because you and i are in the same boat.. ;)
you're still striving hard to get over me and obviously is in un-moved on condition.


you're right honey,
we won't be able to move on just for the most austere reason..
we are still in love with each other.




" how can i move on when i'm still in love with you? "

that is beyond sweet ^_^

you took my hand, touched my heart
held me close.
you were always there by my side
night and day, through it all
come what may.
each time i look in your eyes, i know why...
this love is unbreakable.


thus, noor ellisa is unreservedly in her jubilant mood for now.

rambling

i should have done editing the poster by now. yes, the one and only avant garde masterpiece play of ours ; The Merchant of Venice. without doubt, it needs a poster to convey the infos to others. the editing process is 90% completed by now, so what happen to the other 10%? simply bcos one of the main cast picture is NOT with me. oh.. bugger.

eventually, today i agree on accompanying kak ain to yong tau foo and char kuey tiaw. i passed through the eating place where i frequently had my dinner (once upon a time). we call it as 'simpang' ... gosh, my heart is thumping with sorrow when i passed by the place. it is not easy when you are a sentimental person huh? i wish i am feelingless. however, i love my current carefree life. i do not have to contemplate bout other's "insightful" love affair so much. let them be what they wanna be.. if love is meant to blind them.. then, let them be blinded by love. i am neutral for now on..

oh ya.. i wish to blog about my cooking experience in etea's house.. i will... ASAP! for now, noor ellisa is going to subside against the comfy pillow of hers. okay, time to retire to bed. pai pai (en yus's version). ;p

sabah trip

SABAH HERE WE COMMMMEEEEE!!!

041009 - on our way to board the plane...

the coolest lecturer ever!

a French lady who i bumped into..

geng dak surau ;p

no matter what happens.. i love fafa.

051009 - Sabah Meseum

dearest room8..

* i will update the following happenings later.